my one and only kin :^)

a word on clem,.,.

ever since my first time watching "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind", i have been drawn to clementine. her entire persona and her little habits and quirks,.,.(not really even excluding the not so little, damaging and detrimental personality traits she posseses) have always resonated with me. i may have just been a depressed preteen with a previously (and currently) innacurately diagnosed mental illness similar or the same to that of hers, but in a way i saw and see myself in her so much that it is hard not to feel sad watching her path unfold,.,. its like watching all of my past faliures and successes reel out infront of me,.,. will i end up a sad and mercurial "book slave" who breaks into peoples vacation homes and drives drunk to add excitment to their unfulfilling life? throughout the film clem can be witty, charismatic, but also impulsive and angry and sad. her character arc is seperate and singular from joel (the main charater) and although we never get to see all of it, throughout the entire film kate winslet and all involved make it extraordinarliy belivable that she is not just another objectified female savior, and that she has her own feelings despite the romanticized image the film casts throuhg joel's veiw of her,.


Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.

I don’t need nice. I don’t need myself to be it, and I don’t need anybody else to be it at me

I apply my personality in a paste.

Meet me in Montauk


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